Not Without My: Daughter Book

But Betty did not give up. She learned the geography of her confinement. The apartment had three bedrooms, a kitchen, and a balcony that overlooked a busy street. The street was freedom, just fifty feet away. But freedom was a mirage. Without a passport, without money, without a language, she would be picked up by the revolutionary guards within an hour.

The snow on the Alborz Mountains looked deceptively peaceful, like a postcard slipped under the door of a nightmare. Betty Mahmoody stared at it from the frost-veined window of her mother-in-law’s apartment in Tehran, a city that had become her gilded cage. Just three weeks ago, that snow had been a novelty. Now, it was a wall. not without my daughter book

Mahtob, wise beyond her years, nodded. She had stopped calling Moody “Daddy.” She called him “that man.” But Betty did not give up

The guard’s eyes narrowed. But Betty had prepared for this. She launched into a stream of practiced Farsi: “My daughter is ill. We go to the doctor in the north. Please, God bless you, let us pass.” The street was freedom, just fifty feet away

Outside the terminal, the winter sun was pale but warm. The air smelled of coffee and jet fuel and ordinary, glorious freedom. Betty took a deep breath, the first full breath she had taken since tearing up those airline tickets. She held her daughter’s hand, and they walked out into a new world—a world without guards, without walls, without the shadow of a man who had once promised to love her.

Ali cut the wire with a small clipper. He pushed Betty through first. The wire snagged her coat, tearing it. Then Mahtob. Then he slipped through himself. They tumbled down a shallow ravine. The dogs were closer now, howling.

That night, as Mahtob slept curled beside her, Betty pressed her face into the pillow and made a silent vow. It was not a vow of hope. It was a vow of iron. She would get her daughter out of this country, or she would die trying. There was no third option.