The tragedy of adulthood is the slow murder of the amateur within us. Around age twenty-five, something cruel happens. We learn to ask: Will this pay the bills? Will this look good on a resume? Will this impress my father? We replace the question Do I love this? with Is this useful?
And so the painter becomes an accountant who paints on Sundays, furtively, as if committing a crime. The poet becomes a lawyer who scribbles verses on napkins during lunch, then crumples them up. The inventor becomes a project manager who files patents for the corporation, never for the soul. Amateur
And here is the final, subversive truth: you are already an amateur. You always have been. The moment you stop pretending otherwise—the moment you stop waiting for permission, for a certificate, for a committee to validate your love—you become dangerous. Not dangerous to others. Dangerous to the walls that have been built around your own heart. The tragedy of adulthood is the slow murder